Psalm 63:6-7

 





I remember a situation a few years back when I was frustrated, discouraged and doubting how a good ending would be possible.  I could see no possible end to the difficulties and hardship.  


On one particularly hopeless day I angrily prayed to Heavenly Father complaining in bitterness.  


The answer came loud and clear.  "Have I EVER let you down?"


Memories of the many, many times I had been blessed with tender mercies, and an awareness of His presence even in the darkest times.


My angry tears softened as I looked heavenward and apologized. 


Sometimes in the heat and fear and worry of the moment I forget.  Sometimes when I wake with nightmares or listlessly toss and turn in anxiety I forget.  Sometimes when pain and hurt is so intense it threatens every breath, I forget.


And so His word reminds me.


Psalm 63:6-7


When I remember thee upon my bed, and meditate on thee in the night watches.

Because thou hast been my help, therefore in the shadow of thy wings will I rejoice.


I can think and pray to him in the night.  I've heard it said that when you can't sleep, don't count sheep; talk to the Shepherd.  


I can fall back on the many times and ways He has been there for me and trust that He will be there still.  I can rejoice, not because my life is trial-free, but because I am close enough to stand in His shadow.  

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